Project: Quest Tracker (Name Subject To Change) is something of an experiment/task I've set myself for this coming year (2016).
The idea was inspired by the many games I have played off and on over the years, most of which tend to be MMO's. I have no idea how original this idea is so if you know of any incidents where this has been/is being attempted elsewhere let me know I'd love to see how it went/is getting along.
Anyways back to the idea itself...
I've noticed I have a bit of a habit (and I'm pretty sure I'm not alone in this) of not bothering to read quest text if there is too much. For those who do not know or are confused, when gaming you usually have to complete quests and these quests are usually broken down into 4 parts:
1. Quest title/Name
2. Quest text - The story, background information, reason, etc for doing the quest
3. Conditions for completion/Goal/Whatever else it wants you to do
4. Reward (currency, xp and/or whatever else)
So I took the time to work with some friends to try and pin point the amount of quest text an average player would be willing to read... This didn't go so well... Turns out a lot of people are lazier than we thought <insert sad face here>.
It might have been best of me to give up there... but I couldn't... After counting the words in various quests from an array of games along with the help of some random players answering what must have seemed like bizarre questions we eventually settled on the number 500...
Why 500 you ask? Well minus the few odd exceptions there were virtually no quests that exceeded 500 words (well ok there were like 3).
So the task I have set myself is simple... Each week write an installment of about 500 words and post them here to eventually create a bigger story.
The thought being to keep the chunks of story almost bite sized.
Having said that last part I don't know if my intentions with this are entirely clear but hopefully after a few posts it will become clearer... I hope...
The plan from here: From today(Friday 1/1/2016) til Sunday I plan to post an installment a day.
After that I want to step back and take the week to decide if my plan needs any alterations before I resume with a weekly installment every weekend.
Well that about wraps that up so please stop by and check it out as it unfolds ^_^
Thursday, 31 December 2015
Monday, 5 October 2015
Ok so I'm not very good at this...
So yeah I'm not very good at keeping a blog up to date or making regular posts... I'm going to try and change that from now on I will try to post once a week even if it is something old I will post something in hopes of getting as much feedback as possible.
This time I will be posting another of the three genre pieces intended for last years coursework.
The piece itself is supposed to be of the sci-fi genre with similar restriction to the previous genre piece.
Below is the piece copy and pasted from word. Feel free to leave any feedback. Thank you ^_^
This time I will be posting another of the three genre pieces intended for last years coursework.
The piece itself is supposed to be of the sci-fi genre with similar restriction to the previous genre piece.
Below is the piece copy and pasted from word. Feel free to leave any feedback. Thank you ^_^
Light flooded the room. The taste of vomit filled my
mouth. My head continued to ache and my vision was still slightly blurry.
Depression was also kicking in. I closed my eyes. Guess I wasn’t so confident
in myself anymore.
“Hey, how’re you feelin?” Marie asks
as her fingers ran through my hair.
“Better,” I lied.
“You didn’t slip again did you?” she
asked.
“Course not,” I whined.
It didn’t feel like much anymore but
another day without slipping was still just another day without slipping.
“Good, I’m about to go get some food
in,” she said.
I attempted to nod feebly. Then I
heard the bedroom door close as she left and I wondered if she actually
believed me. There was really no way for her to know if I had or not. Was
there? I shrugged the thoughts off. It didn’t matter if she believed me. All I
had to do was anything but slip. I’d made my decision and I needed to stick to
it.
I searched under the pillow and
grasped the small object. It was still there but I hadn’t used it. I pulled it
out and sat up squinting at it. My face reflected in its smooth silver surface.
I looked worse today than I did yesterday. There was something comforting about
how the circular device fit perfectly in the palm of my hand. I gently pulled
open the face. There it was. The dial grinned at me. It begged me to turn it.
Twelve hours. Each one marked with a line. Each one beckoning me to use it. All
I had to do was twist the dial and I would slip back. I knew the initial pain
would be intense. My brain would feel as though it’s exploding. Enough uses and
the damage would be irreparable. On the bright side within twelve hours I could
do anything I wanted. In that time frame I was essentially my own God. My hand
trembled over the dial. It was the answer to everything.
I heard the front door close. The
noise made me drop the device. It fell neatly into the bedsheets. I stared at
it. Its dial stared back at me with infinite promise. I had told myself I
wasn’t addicted but it was this moment that caused me to realise I was addicted
with the first use.
After scolding myself mentally I
closed the face of the device. I looked quickly around and grabbed an old
shirt. There wasn’t going to be a relapse today, I told myself as I tore a
sleeve from the shirt. I grabbed the device and wrapped it in the sleeve then
stuffed it neatly into my pocket.
The bedroom door flew open. I turned
in shock to see a man in a black trench coat.
“Yo,” He said casually waving a shiny
red object in his right hand.
I knew immediately something was
wrong. As I stood to confront the intruder I realised the object wasn’t red. It
was like a knife with a gold handle and a peculiar wavy silver blade which was
covered in blood.
“So, I hear you have a piece of
illegal tech,” he said.
I opened my mouth to deny it but before
the words escaped his left fist sunk into my face. Shock rapidly spread
throughout my body.
“Just hand it over so we can get this
over with,”
“I don’t know what you’re talking
about,” I protest.
“You heretics are all the same. You go
using your technology to go messing up God’s plans,”
“What? Are you crazy?”
“Crazy? Me? No. You’re the crazy one,
messing with things that should only be touched by God,”
“So, what are you even gonna do?”
His lips curved into a crooked smile.
“I’m going to reclaim the power which
belongs to God and punish all those who were touched by this un-holy
technology,”
I reached into my pocket and grabbed
the device. As I pulled it out he kneed me in the gut. I fell and dropped the
device. It rolled. I watched helplessly as it left my reach. The man descended
upon me like a beast. Knife in the air clasped in both hands. Blade pointing
towards me. Descending. I tried to look away. I didn’t want to see the end as
it came so quickly. That’s when I saw Marie. She was lying in the hall. A
lonely island in a sea of crimson.
Something snapped. There it was. A new
found need to slip back. The adrenaline surged. I raised one hand defending
against my falling doom. The other I slammed into his ribs. It caught him off
guard. I rolled him off of me. My heart was pounding in my ears as I scrambled
to my knees. I edged towards the device. Pain seared the back of my left leg.
The blade had been buried deep into it. I screeched in pain as it was ripped
out. He dragged me back across the floor. My hands outstretched to the device.
I kicked with my right leg and scored a lucky blow. With a push I used the man
as a new found footing to launch myself forward. I grabbed the device. After
haphazardly turning the dial I pressed it against my temple. The familiar
burning sensation. A discomfort in my head caused me to close my eyes. The pain
emanating from within my brain. Every electrical impulse, every memory from now
etched itself forcibly into my past self. More scarring on my brain. Possibly
more years off my life. I had no choice. It felt like I’d been hit by a truck,
punched in the gut and dropped off a building all at once. The unusual feeling
that the world had sped up. Then someone slammed on the breaks and everything
came to a screeching halt.
I opened my eyes to find it was night
and Marie was asleep on the chair. I hadn’t realised she’d been watching over
me so intently. I had broken my promise. How could I tell her what had happened
or rather what would happen?
Sunday, 28 June 2015
Independent Reading Portfolio: Genres marks and sharing the Crime extract ^_^
So yeah just got my mark back from my Independent Reading Portfolio: Genres... And well I don't think I did too badly... What I really want though is more opinions so I'm going to be trying to share these three pieces with as many people as I can.
As usual please excuse grammar, punctuation, etc (I really suck at that stuff and it keeps getting pointed out). There may also be a loss of formatting so apologies in advance. So without further stalling here is the crime extract:
As usual please excuse grammar, punctuation, etc (I really suck at that stuff and it keeps getting pointed out). There may also be a loss of formatting so apologies in advance. So without further stalling here is the crime extract:
Daylight was fading as detective Matthews entered the room.
He nodded to the guard as he walked in. Quickly following him in was the fox
girl. Her tail swished with each step. She paused, ears twitching as she
sniffed the air.
“It stinks of wolf in here,” she said.
Detective Matthews nodded and pet her on
the head. She looked at him in disgust and proceeded to sit at the table
opposite their suspect. He followed and stood next to her.
“Well this is a little awkward isn’t
it?” He asked.
“I didn’t do anything wrong,” said the
young-man.
“Oh but you violate some of the most
basic laws for your kind,”
“What?”
Matthews pulled a revolver from the
holster on his waist and set it on the table. He began searching his pockets
and pulled out a syringe filled with a reddish liquid.
“This,” he said waving the syringe in
the air, “Would lead to a better solution than that,” he indicated to the
revolver.
“You’re gonna drug me?” The young-man
shouted.
“No you idiot, it’s a tranquiliser
specifically for your kind,” The fox girl chimed in.
The young-man looked at her in
confusion. Matthews set the syringe next to the revolver.
“We can tranquilise you and have you
sent to a shelter,” Matthews said
“A shelter? I’m not some kind of
animal!” The young-man retorted.
“I’m sorry that was a bit heartless of
me but you have to understand you have no papers or tattoo, for all we know you
could be dangerous,”
“Papers or tattoo for what?”
“You’re a Lycan aren’t you?”
“A Lycan? Wait I’m not a werewolf!”
The fox girl shook her head.
“It’s almost time,” she said calmly.
Detective Matthews looked at his wrist
and nodded. He picked up the revolver.
“Look shortly you’re going to change and
then if you try to hurt anyone I have to put you down,” He said.
“Put me down? I’m not a werewolf.” The
young-man protested.
“Look just tell us who’s trying to form
a pack and we can tranquilise you,”
“A pack? How am I supposed to know?”
“Because we know you’re a lycan and very
possibly the newest member of the pack.”
“I don’t know anything and I’m not a
werewolf!”
“Ok let’s say you don’t know you’re a Lycan,
has anyone approached you about joining them?”
“NO and I know I’m not a werewolf.”
The fox girl’s ears twitched.
“It’s coming,” she said.
Detective Matthews looked at his watch
again and sighed. He pointed the revolver at the young-man.
“Wait, I don’t know anything!” the
young-man screamed.
“You’re sweating, easily irritable and I
bet your feeling itchy too right?” Matthews asked.
“No… Well yes but it’s cos I’m scared.”
“Really? Or is it because you’re about
to turn?”
Detective Matthews pulled back the
firing pin.
“Please don’t,” the young-man pleaded.
“It’s time,” the fox girl said.
She shuffled to the edge of her seat.
Matthews stood with his revolver ready. Aimed at the young-man. Nothing. Then a
ripping noise. A blur raced past them. The revolver spiralled across the floor.
A giant bipedal wolf, tatters of a guard’s uniform clung to its body. The creature
grabbed the young-man’s neck in its jaws. A gurgling followed by silence. The
beast released its grip and let loose a howl. It dived through the window
taking the bars and chunks of the wall with it.
“Capture?” the fox girl asked.
“Yes capture,” yelled Matthews as he
leaped to the young-man’s aid.
Before he could finish the sentence the
fox girl had already given chase. She leaped through the giant opening and
across the gap between buildings. There were claw marks where the monster
before her had scaled the wall. A chunk of concrete flew at her from above. She
narrowly dodged. As she looked up she saw the werewolf almost two floors above.
It snarled at her and continued its climb. The fox girl immediately gave chase.
She jumped from ledge to ledge with ease. The gap between her and the wolf grew
smaller and smaller. Just as the creature got close enough to touch it
instinctively swiped at her. Its claws tore through her sleeve and into her
flesh. She yelped and paused to inspect the wound. The monster had almost made
it to the roof. Knowing she couldn’t lose sight of it she pushed herself to
continue. Another piece of concrete flew at her. It completely missed. She
resorted to running up the side of the building on all fours. There was no more
gap as she ran alongside the beast. Deliberately keeping herself just out of
its reach. They made it to the roof together. As the werewolf pulled itself up
she leaped high into the air and arced over the wolf. She quickly swiped at it
before it completely regained its balance. It just ignored her and pulled
itself upright as it unleashed another howl. She backed up having realised her
mistake. The creature dropped to all fours and charged at her. The fox girl
barely moved out of its way. The monster slid to a halt. It turned towards her
and charged again. The werewolf brushed against her. She couldn’t move. Letting
out a yelp of surprise she turned to see the wolf had caught her tail. It
dragged her backward. She struggled to pull away. The creature wrapped its
giant hand around her neck and lifted her off the floor. She kicked and
struggled. The creature tightened its grip. She began to frantically search her
pockets. Saliva dripped from the creature’s mouth as it pulled her closer. Her
hand finally closed around the syringe in her pocket. She slid the cap off and
plunged it into the wolf’s inner-arm. The werewolf yelped in pain and threw her
across the roof. It pulled the now empty syringe from its arm and let loose the
loudest howl it could muster. The creature walked over to her each step
clumsier than the last. It towered above her and raised its fist in the air.
Then its eyes slid shut and the monster toppled over.
Monday, 15 June 2015
Been so busy lately.
With everything that has been going on and writing pieces for the course I'm on I've refrained from posting here because A) I didn't have much time and B) I didn't want to mix up personal ideas from those I was using for coursework.
Well now I've got my marks I feel happier to write "from the heart" again. While I'm working on some stuff I thought I'd post the piece I used for my coursework here... (I was considering building on it but I dunno yet haven't had too many people making positive comments about it)
*Please excuse the formatting as I used copy and paste I'm aware the formatting sometimes messes up*
Well now I've got my marks I feel happier to write "from the heart" again. While I'm working on some stuff I thought I'd post the piece I used for my coursework here... (I was considering building on it but I dunno yet haven't had too many people making positive comments about it)
*Please excuse the formatting as I used copy and paste I'm aware the formatting sometimes messes up*
My
hand trembles as the cold metal caresses my skin. I have traced this thin line
at least a hundred times before. Letting the cold edge dance lightly across the
blue. Yet every time my heart starts racing and my hand will inevitably shake.
My body is a traitor to its very core. Denying me a release. What happened to
freedom of choice? Of course I know already the human body never gives up
without a fight but this wasn’t fair. My life is essentially just a number of
days that I have existed. Nothing more, nothing less. I mustn’t be too quick to
judge myself. It’s not like I haven’t exhausted every other option. I actually
have a check list of things I want to accomplish. I like lists; I think they
keep me sane. This list literally consists of a few simple things. Get good
grades, I’ve been doing well so far. Get a high paying job, I mean if I’m lucky
of course. Fall in love, only to get my heart broken. Maybe I’ll rethink some
of these things later. I guess you could say I don’t see much of a future for
myself and so I took to thinking of suicide. Not that I want to die or kill
myself. It just makes sense to have some sort of eject button to remove myself
from a life that I serve no purpose in.
So here I go with my daily routine following the
same movements. The blade would break the surface here. By here it needs to be
approximately 0.5 to 1 centimetre deep. Then I need to drag the blade as far as
here to create an incision over 5 centimetres long. As long as the cut fit
these requirements it should bleed sufficiently without causing so much damage
as to prevent me making a similar mark on my opposite wrist. Finally would come
the waiting game. Of course when the time came to initiate this procedure I had
a little something in my bag to calm my body. Practice. Practice. Practice.
Trying to force my body to remember the motions.
This is what my life has boiled down to. It was only when the light got really
dim that I realised I’m no longer alone. A shadow was blocking out the light
that hung almost directly over the little cubicle. Dropping the blade pried
from a sharpener some time ago I scramble to cover my arm with my school
sweatshirt. The female toilets are usually empty during the third class and
even the rare visitor wouldn’t go to the lengths of spying on someone in the
next cubicle. As I look up I’m greeted with a face that could easily pass for
my own. Her slender features almost mimic mine. The only differences between us
being her hair being blonde and the glasses that tarnish my face. She beams
down at me then she disappears. I hold my breath for a moment as I wait for the
taunts, the mocking and the banging on the cubicle wall. If she is here she
most likely brought an entourage. I wait. Nothing. Then BANG! The cubicle door
flies open. She stands there looking in at me still smiling but kindly this
time.
“Oh hi there,” she says.
I sit there and stare at her trying to not let my
jaw hit the floor. She boldly steps forward. I edge back. I’m cornered and she
knows it. She continues to smile. That’s another thing that separates me from
her, she never stops smiling. It’s a warm welcoming smile. It’s confusing and
disturbing to say the least. She is possibly the most popular girl in the
school and that smile is her trademark. It wouldn’t be unusual to see her tear
into someone while smiling at them like she’s their best friend.
People once called her names and she smiled at them
while proceeding to plant their face into a locker door. Then she claimed it
was self-defence and apologized with that same smile while asking the girl to
be her friend.
She grabbed for the arm I was attempting to hide
under my sweatshirt. I tried to squirm away but it was no use. Her hand caught
my wrist with ease. She pulled my arm so it was straight then to my surprise her
grip softened. I cringed away but nothing happened. I felt her soft fingers
stroking the same line I had been tracing with the blade only moments earlier.
“Shh, it’s ok,” she says as quietly as she can.
I look up to see her smile has gone and she is now
looking at my arm intently as she brushes her fingers along the surface. She
notices I’m looking and the warm friendly smile comes back.
“So you haven’t made a serious attempt yet?”
I shake my head.
“You really hate your life that much?”
I bow my head slightly.
“Hey I’m talking to you,” she says her voice as
soft as ever.
I keep looking at the floor. I’m hoping she goes
away but she crouches down in-front of me. She looks up at me her smile firmly
in place.
“Even if you can’t stand living… Don’t just quit,”
Her words shock me. My body begins to tremble. I
don’t know how to respond. She must sense it because she continues.
“If you really think you don’t have a purpose then
try living your life for me,”
She pauses giving me time to take it in. How could
someone like her have any clue what I’m thinking.
“Help me with something,” she says her smile
disappearing once more.
My mouth opens but words won’t form.
“It’s ok, all I want is a friend to help me. I’ll
protect you and give your life purpose,”
She suddenly looks a little saddened. Her face
appears more like mine than ever.
“I want someone to have fun, with someone who
understands how I feel about the world, someone to waste my time with,” She
finishes and her smile returns.
I don’t know what to say. What could I say? Did
Melody, the schools most popular girl, just open up to me? She must see the
confusion written all over my face. Suddenly she stands back up.
“If you’re interested I’ll be at your locker at the
end of lunch. Just be there if you want to talk about it ok?” She says as she
backs away from me.
She turns suddenly and vanishes from sight. The
door to the toilets closes and I’m alone once more.
The
seconds ticked away as the corridors slowly emptied. Almost every other student
was now heading to whatever classroom they needed to be in. Not Melody. She was
waiting. Patiently. Her heart leaping a little in her chest but she fights it
back into submission. Now wasn’t the time to feel excited or nervous. Colette
hadn’t walked past her which meant now was the time to move. Everything was
falling into place so easily. Sure it isn’t much of a challenge like this but
at least what was to come would entertain her a little. Melody slips down a
side corridor. Lockers jut out from each wall at intervals giving the illusion
of a narrower space. Apart from the main corridor behind her there was only a
fire exit and set of stairs up to the science rooms ahead. Very little chance
of escape. She spies movement. Melody begins her careful approach but of course
she already knows what’s going on. That fool took the bait. Poor Colette had
decided to wait for Melody out of curiosity and now… Well as far as Melody was
concerned Colette had drawn in a new friend. One of those girls who thinks she
owns the place, likes to think she’s a lioness and this is her kingdom. Sadly
that girl is about to learn a thing or two about this eco system. Yes she might
be a predator… but Melody was essentially the apex predator. Melody really
didn’t want to risk sacrificing Colette but this could also give her the final
push she needed. Melody was merely a few feet away. This so called bully
attempting to put Colette in her place. Adrenaline courses through Melody’s
veins. Colette stands defiantly as this girl gives her yet another shove, this
time into a corner. Melody now only inches away. She can see Colette fighting
back her tears. Melody looks on in admiration, Colette really was almost as
strong as her. Melody pauses directly behind the fail excuse for a human being.
Check. In the blink of an eye she grabs her prey’s hair and yanks it back while
sweeping the poor things legs with her foot. The pretender falls right on her
rear. Melody sees Colette slide to the floor as well but she can’t go to her
aid yet. Before the shock subsides Melody places a hand just below the idiot’s
neck. Wait, 1, 2, 3. Just as her victim begins to assess the situation Melody
gives a quick shove pushing the girl to the floor. That’s how it’s done.
Quickly, quickly. Melody slides a pair of scissors out of her skirt waistband.
Flicking them open, she watches in delight as her new toy’s face twists
slightly, that moment between shock and fear. It’s too late before the girl can
clamp her mouth shut Melody slips one side of the scissors into it. Melody puts
on her best smile. Appearance is everything.
“Now, I was hoping we could all play nice,” Melody
says as sweetly as she can.
Her new found friend tenses up, it’s a sign she is
about to struggle. Melody wastes no time in deterring her and applies some
pressure to the blade against her tongue.
“Hey, shh, shh, I just wanna talk,” Melody
continues as she brushes the short blonde hair from the girl’s face.
“Now please if you want to interrupt me at any
point just move a bit and I’ll be sure to cut up the inside of your mouth, kay?”
Melody pushes the blade of the scissors against her
tongue once more. All the while making sure to continue smiling. Of course the
walking corpse decided to play dead.
“I’m so glad we understand each other. So let me
ask if you remember what happened when you touched my new bag last year?”
Melody whispers close to her ear.
Her prey continued playing dead, staring blankly
into Melody’s eyes. Melody delighted in the sight of those tears waiting to
break forth.
“Well could you just imagine how I feel about you
getting your filthy hands on my friend?” Melody lets a hint of malice slip into
the words.
The poor thing lays there stupefied. Melody pulls a
sad face. If there was one thing Melody hated it was sad faces, they just looked
so ugly.
“Would it be easier to keep ‘em away from her if I
cut your fingers off?” She asks.
Melody quickly switches to her best smile, the one
she usually save for special occasions. A tear breaks free and rolls from the
corner of the girl’s eye.
“I could always cut your tongue open for playing
with scissors?” Melody jokes.
Her prey whimpers. This was the point where Melody
had to be careful. It’s not nice to break people, or so she had been told. It
was just so tempting. How much could they take? How much damage could she
inflict? Which was the most effective damage? Physical? Mental? If one of them
was super effective it could break her new toy in one move and finding a new
one would be a pain. Melody knew she would have to restrain herself. What fun
was a game if you rushed straight to the end?
“You’re lucky, I don’t want to upset my friend
anymore so I’m going to let you stand up and then you are gonna walk away and
not mention this to anyone, kay?”
The play thing stops whimpering and sniffles a bit
as Melody slowly begins to pull the scissors from its mouth. Melody sees the hands
go to move. The thing almost got away too easily. Melody wedges the scissors
back into the girl’s mouth.
“Don’t forget it’s not just your pretty hands and
face I can ruin for you should you tell anyone,” Melody reminds her playfully.
Game, set, match. The pretend predator ceases to even
consider moving. That complete and utter defeat. Melody revels in the moment as
she slowly slides the scissors from her mouth making sure to pause randomly.
Keeping her victim guessing as to if it really is over or not. Finally Melody
pulls the rest of the blade from her mouth and stands up towering over her new
found subject for a moment. The now ex-bully scrambles to her knees. Melody offers
a hand to help her up. Of course this quivering pile of flesh wasn’t going to
trust Melody now. This once upon a time bully was now completely broken, as all
people like her should be. There was a moment of hesitation and then she sprang
to her feet and took off. Melody watches amused as the fail excuse of a human
almost trips over.
“Have a nice day,” Melody yells after her as she
disappears from sight.
A sniffling end of a crying fit causes Melody to
spin around to see Colette. Still there. Still watching. Still waiting. Good
thought Melody as she offered Colette a real smile as well as her hand. Colette
simply smacks her hand away, pulls herself to her feet and runs. Melody looks
at my hand in shock for a moment. She wouldn’t trust this hand either. Yet her
heart raced a little more than usually. Melody slides the scissors back into
her waistband and let out a sigh. Now she had to wait for Colette’s move.
I
felt terrible. I hadn’t seen Melody since the incident yesterday. I was torn
between demanding an answer and begging her forgiveness. I slumped down on the
wooden bench at the top of the hill. The day was wearing on and school had
finished yet I couldn’t shake the want to talk to her. I looked out into the
distance. You could see from miles around from here and normally the view would
somehow set my mind at ease. Not today. My brain was still racing with thoughts
clambering over each other. I leant forward and hung my head. The boards
beneath me shifted indicating I had company. I attempted to take a peek without
showing any real interest. All I saw was a skirt. I looked up slowly following
the school uniform of my own school, long blonde hair and finally a smile that
just wouldn’t give up. I tried to tear my gaze away but I just couldn’t. Melody
was admiring the view from the added height of standing on the bench. She
stretched her arms into the air briefly.
“Isn’t the view amazing?” She asked in her softest
kindest voice.
I quickly acted as though I hadn’t noticed her
there but I was one hundred percent sure she had seen me looking at her.
“I didn’t think you’d be one to enjoy a view like
this,” she said.
I just stared straight ahead. The questions I’d
wanted to ask the things I wanted to say all dissipated. All that was left was
an awkward silence.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered.
I quickly looked up at her. She was now staring
down at me. Her smile was gone and her face looked completely serious.
“I’m sorry about yesterday please don’t make me say
it any louder,” She half shouted.
“It’s fine,” I said forcing a smile.
Of course it wasn’t fine but at least now I knew
she didn’t want me to harbour negative ideas of her.
“Oh my god, you can smile!” she said acting
shocked.
I simply looked away.
“You know why I want to be your friend right?” she
asked.
I shook my head. I really didn’t have a clue.
“Cos… I know what its like,” she said simply.
I watched her with her arms extended forwards,
almost as if reaching for the horizon.
“They tell you that you can do whatever you want,
they tell you that everyone has to listen to the same rules, they say the sky
is the limit, they encourage you to try your best,” She stopped.
A gust of wind shot between us blowing her hair out
of place and ruffling her skirt.
“But they lied.” She finished.
“I don’t…”
“It must’ve been the same for you… If you are too
smart you will be excluded, if you don’t try hard enough you get punished, if you
argue or complain you get looked down on,”
Her smile was gone and showed no sign of coming
back. She stood there in silence looking at me. I couldn’t tell if she was
waiting for my response or not.
“But the worst part, the part that really gets me,
no one is bound by these unspoken, unseen rules. They do whatever pleases them
and the rest of society just goes along with it,”
She took a deep breath and then fell to her knees
on the bench next to me.
“You’ve noticed it too right?” She asked almost
pleadingly.
I nodded. She was right. I hadn’t seen it that way
before but she was right.
“I’m sick of playing this shitty game with them on
my own please be my team mate, my partner, my friend?” she leant forward as she
asked.
What was I supposed to say? I couldn’t say no. She
understood the kind of life I had endured. She was smarter and more beautiful
than me. While I had always thought she had everything could it be she also had
all the negatives as well? Was it possible she had endured it worse than I had?
“Of course,” I said nodding and trying to smile.
Tears welled up in her eyes and she smiled leaping
to her feet on the bench.
“Hear that world? Me and Collie have each other now
and we are gonna tear your stupid game apart. So watch out!” She shouted at the
horizon.
I tried to restrain a giggle but I just couldn’t
keep it in.
“Oh you think that’s funny huh?” She shouted at me.
She leapt of the bench and turned to face me.
“Wait til you see the speech I give when we show
the rest of the world whose boss,” She said pointing at me.
Something about her newfound energy and smile
seemed completely natural. I had to wonder if I was the first person to see this
side of her.
She
expected Colette to be waiting. After all Colette always waited for her no
matter how late she was. Today she had gone the extra mile to be later than
usual. Being late was one of the few ways to minimize being caught or
overheard. There were a few tricks she had learnt over the years to keep people
out of her business. Even though violence was the most potent remedy it was
much easier and less risky if they didn’t know her business in the first place.
Since her friendship with Colette was something special Melody really didn’t
want people getting involved. Sure enough there was Colette leaning against a
wall staring blankly at the run down English block. Melody couldn’t resist. She
was extra careful to make sure Colette didn’t see her as she got closer. Then
quickly she leaps in-front of Colette pushing her against the wall.
“Looking for someone?” She asked.
“You’re late,” Colette replied.
Melody shrugged. They looked at each other for a
moment before Colette decided to try and pull free. Melody used her body to
push Colette against the wall.
“Where do you think you’re going?” Melody asked.
“Seriously Mel? This isn’t the time or place,”
Colette retorted.
As soon as the words came out Colette felt Melody’s
fingertips pressed gently against her lips.
“Its fine Collie, trust me,” She said.
However Colette still struggled. Melody slid her
leg between Colette’s and grabbed one of her wrists making Colette completely
helpless. Using her free hand Melody brushed Colette’s hair away from her face.
Making sure to push it over her shoulder.
“Please, not here, I’m not used to this yet,”
Colette protested.
Melody completely ignored her pleas and leant in
towards Colette’s neck. Colette gasped and tensed up as Melody’s lips made
contact with her skin. The softness and the sensation had completely shocked
her.
“Good, keep that expression,” Melody whispered.
Of course she was referring to the look Colette had
made every time they had practiced this.
“What?” Colette asked.
Colette had a hunch Melody was enjoying this and
Melody would’ve been lying if she said she wasn’t.
“Shh keep it down, its better if no one sees us,”
Melody whispered as her lips brushed Colette’s skin.
“But...”
Colette didn’t get to finish her sentence before
Melody made another move.
“Do you see anyone around?” Melody whispered again.
Colette tried to look around and when she couldn’t
see anyone she attempted to shake her head.
“Good,”
“Would you stop even if there was?” Colette asked.
Melody shook her head.
“Of course not, while we’re doing this no ones
going to want to look,” Melody replied quietly.
Colette began to tremble slightly. Melody had to
wonder if it was fear or excitement. Maybe it was something else altogether.
Either way she pushed herself firmly against Colette. Making sure she could feel
every curve against her body. Melody traced a line with her lips up to
Colette’s ear.
“Have you decided yet?” She whispered.
Colette nodded.
“And?”
“I want to do it,” Colette forced the words out.
“Are you sure?” Melody asked.
Colette tried to nod. Melody could feel Colette’s
heart racing. She moved her lips to the other side of Colette’s neck.
“There’s no going back if you do,”
“I know,” Colette replied breathlessly.
“If we get caught?”
“I don’t care,”
“Really?”
“As long as I’m with you,”
It should’ve sounded needy or childish but Melody
was touched. She froze as she contemplated those words.
“Umm,” Colette tried to think of something to say
but no words would come.
Melody quickly realised the awkwardness of the
situation and she pulled away. Colette seemed like she was trying to catch her
breath. Melody smiled at her without even meaning to.
“What?” Colette asked.
“Nothing, nothing,”
“You don’t smile like that for nothing so tell me,”
Colette pleaded.
“This,” Melody said.
With that she leant towards Colette and gently
kissed her lips.
“Like I said before I’ll always protect you, you’re
mine now,”
“I wouldn’t have it any other way,” Colette said.
“I wouldn’t let there be any other way, if anyone
tries to take you from me… Well let’s just say I can be very inventive,”
“I can be inventive too,” Colette replied with a
smile.
“Oh really? I guess you’ll have to show me some
time,”
Melody couldn’t help but wonder how far Colette
would really go. She already knew the things they would soon do together would
go beyond her wildest dreams. Her heart began beating faster even thinking
about it. Melody could already see they completed each other. Could Colette see
it too? It couldn’t be just one way. There was definitely something special
between them. There had to be. Colette was her ticket to happiness. Soon
everyone would know how happy they made each other. Melody could feel the
warmth in her chest. The gears were beginning to turn. Cause and effect. One
day everyone would know about their games. How they had played around. When
that day came she wouldn’t hide the truth. She wanted everyone to know.
Adrenaline
coursed through my veins. I had never felt so excited. So alive. We had come
out to the forest and the moonlight danced through the tree branches. It was
beautiful. Nature itself had set the stage for what we were going to do. It
didn’t take much for Mel to convince me that this was only natural. Now we were
running through the trees soaked in sweat and something else. We ran side by
side laughing. Reality became a blur. It was exhilarating but it wasn’t over
yet. Melody let go of my hand so we could split up. I continued moving forwards
unable to stop myself. Stumbling into what seemed to be a small clearing I
found him. He noticed me instantly.
“Colette, why are you here?” he whispered.
It would’ve been impossible to tell from his
appearance here but he was one of the more popular guys at her school. His
clothes were torn up here and there but that wasn’t the most noticeable thing.
The moonlight illuminated him perfectly enough to show the crimson patches on
his clothes and skin. Blood. He was covered in it. There was very little of his
clothes that hadn’t been ruined by blood. I stepped closer into the moonlight
so he could see me more clearly.
“Oh my god, she got you too,” he said.
Of course I knew immediately he was referring to
Melody and the blood on my clothes. I looked down at myself. No wonder he
jumped to that conclusion. I looked about the same as he did. Thick blotches of
blood had died sections of my clothes red. I suddenly felt sick. The world
began to spin. I screamed. He dived towards me and covered my mouth with one
hand while wrapping his other arm around me.
“Keep quiet, its ok, I’ll protect you,”
I didn’t struggle. His breathing was heavy. There
was no telling what he’d do next but that didn’t matter to me. I felt oddly
secure in his arms. It would all be over soon. He held me as close as he could.
If he wanted he could suffocate me right here and now. I was lucky he knew I
wasn’t a threat. He clung to me as we fell to the floor together. Still he held
onto me trying to shelter me. His grip finally loosened and I pulled away. He
didn’t try to stop me. I stood up and stretched. Somewhere behind me I heard
clapping. I spun on my heels to see Melody standing just within the edge of the
clearing. Moonlight only just barely revealing she too was covered in blood. I
sighed and turned back to the heap on the floor. Reaching down I pulled the
small knife from his stomach. Poor guy he never saw it coming. Melody walked
over and slapped his face harshly. He groaned as she pulled his head up by his
hair. We had been torturing him for the best part of a day before releasing him
so we could hunt him down. Now he was barely clinging to life.
“Hey wake up,” Melody said.
She slapped him over and over. No response. She
clenched her fist and punched him in the side of his head. He groaned again but
this time he squirmed slightly as well. Melody let him drop to the floor.
Pulling himself to his hands and knees he tried to crawl away. Melody shook her
head and kicked at his arms. He fell face first into the floor. So even after
all this his body was still fighting to survive.
“You go around breaking any rule you want and yet
you never get punished,” Melody said.
He rolled onto his back.
“Well I’m sorry to tell you, all that rule breaking
has finally caught up to you,” she said.
“We aren’t going to let people like you do whatever
you want anymore,” I added.
Finally he looked at me in shock. Did he only just
realise I’m part of this?
“Today you are being tried for all the rules you
have broken,” Melody announced as she began searching his pockets.
“We have decided you are guilty,” I said as Melody
pulled a mobile phone from his pocket.
“Your actions have triggered an event,” Melody said
as she began doing something with his phone.
I helped him onto his knees. Melody flashed the
screen at him. It read: DEAD END. The flag that appears in certain games when
you reach a negative end. She hit the button to send. A look of confusion
crossed his face. We each place a hand on one of his shoulders. I was on his
left and Melody was on his right. We both reached a blade across to the other
side of his neck. Nodding to each other we both pulled. The noise was a
pleasant squelching with a mixed in gurgling. His body went limp. We let go and
he fell forward with a dull thump. Melody flung her arms around me. I embraced
her. There was very little that could separate us now.
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