Hopefully with each post I will be including either something I have recently started writing or something from the past.
I should probably mention that I am on a course to get a BA in creative writing. How well I will fair on said course is anyone's guess.
Well without further delay here is something from a while back. It is just something very short and was originally just me playing with a second person narrative:
Good morning you have not
slept well. How could you have? But you’re awake now and that’s what counts.
You survived the first and most important night. It’s an accomplishment you
should be proud of yet you aren’t proud at all. A certain fear grips you and it
overpowers everything else. You aren’t a fortune teller but you know things
will only get worse. As you move to a corner of the bleak room you wonder if
there will ever be a reason for you to exist. Your thoughts are still limited.
Your body still heavy. Your heart… well who cares about that? The day will pass
slowly and uneventfully again then as night creeps across the room you will
eventually drift into another restless sleep, if you can call it that. The
coming days will be harsh and you will wish you hadn’t been brought into
existence. All you can do is remember what you were told and do as you were
asked. You haven’t realised it yet but you are pacing between the corners of
the room. It’s something you weren’t told to do but you’re doing it anyway. See
it’s not so hard you can do this. At the thought of success your body decides
it doesn’t want to walk anymore and you collapse under your own weight. Back to
square one. You need to try to stop worrying but you can’t. How could you not
worry? She told you to have your own life without her. You both needed freedom
she explained it to you over and over again. However when she ended her life
and commanded you to be free did she, your master, consider for one second that
she’d break your heart? Be free, live your own life. You could try all you like
but deep down you know without her you are nothing. After all what is a golem
without someone to command it?
Well I hope someone reads this and would let me know what they think/feel ^_^
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